Tuesday, July 2, 2019

First day of the Fifth month

Filled with consuming wonder, awe and reverence for life, never able to get enough of sea, air, and sky…All through great literature runs the idea of the circuitous voyage. Whatever man sets out to find, to whatever point in time or space he flings his weary body, in the end he comes home, home to himself…Time is no longer a factor. Time is being rolled up like a carpet.     
                           Henry Miller, The Books In My Life


No sooner endowed with a social attribute (and holidays are one such attribute, a very agreeable one), the man of letters returns straight away to the empyrean which he shares with the professionals of inspiration…What proves the wonderful singularity of the writer, is that during the holiday in question, which he takes alongside factory workers and shop assistants, he unlike them does not stop, if not actually working, at least producing. So that he is a false worker, and a false holiday-maker as well…One then realizes, thanks to this kind of boast, that it is quite ‘natural’ that the writer should write all the time and in all situations.
                           Roland Barthes, The Writer On Holiday


Begin wholly afresh. Go straight to the sun, the immense forces of the universe, to the Entity unknown…and open a new day.  
                                                Richard Jeffries

Safe travels. Don't forget to write!


Second day of the Fifth month

Who knows speaks not; who speaks knows not.
                                                               Lao Tzu

An idea in the mind is to a Natural Law as the power of seeing is to light.
                                                      Samuel Taylor Coleridge

O joy! that in our embers
Is something that doth live,
That nature yet remembers
What was so fugitive!
Hence in a season of calm weather
Though inland far we be,
Our Souls have sight of that immortal sea
Which brought us hither…

—William Wordsworth

Now, ask yourself for what purpose.


Third day of the Fifth month

Twelve thousand years since the Caveman stood at the mouth of his cavern and gazed out at the night and the stars. He looked again and saw the sun rise beyond the sea. He reposed in the noontide heat under the shade of the trees, he closed his eyes and looked into himself. He was face to face with the earth, the sun, the night; face to face with himself. There was nothing between; no wall of written tradition; no built-up system of culture—his naked mind was confronted by naked earth.
                                             Richard Jeffries, The Story of My Heart

Life is pulsing all around us. Here. Now. All of which we are a part.

Leave your handprint on the ceiling.


Fourth day of the Fifth month

Notoriously bearded David Letterman has another show which, like the man himself, needs no introduction. I grew up watching Letterman and these new in depth one on one interviews are a thoughtful searchlight into the lives of the guests complemented by surprisingly soulful confessions from the host. Age in grace. Never stop learning and growing!


In The Iconography of the Abbe Pierre, Roland Barthes writes:

Behind a beard, one belongs a little less to one’s bishop, to the hierarchy, to the Church as a political force; one looks freer, a bit of an independent, more primitive in short, benefiting from the prestige of the first hermits, enjoying the blunt candour of the founders of monastic life, the depositories of the spirit against the letter…


It’s not too late to grow a beard. 
The seed has been planted. Ch-ch-ch-chia!


Fifth day of the Fifth month

Media, by altering the environment, evoke in us unique ratios of sense perceptions. The extension of any one sense alters the way we think and act—the way we perceive the world. When these ratios change, men change.   
         Marshall McLuhan & Quentin Fiore, The Medium Is The Massage


The eye—it cannot choose but see;
we cannot bid the ear be still;
our bodies feel, where’er they be,
against or with our will.
                           William Wordsworth


Primitive and pre-alphabet people integrate time and space as one and live in an acoustic, horizonless, boundless, olfactory space, rather than in visual space*.
         Marshall McLuhan & Quentin Fiore, The Medium Is The Massage

*Visual space is uniform, continuous, and connected…Rationality and visuality have long been interchangeable terms…

Epic. Epoch. Epic. Epoch. Epic. Any of you boys see a global village around here.


Sixth day of the Fifth month

Our life is short; and our dayes run
As fast away as do’s the Sunne:
And as a vapour, or a drop of raine
Once lost, can ne’er be found againe…
                  Robert Herrick, Corinna’s going a-Maying

Rather, our examination has carried us further and further into the poem itself in a process of exploration. As we have made this exploration, it has become more and more clear that the poem is not only the linguistic vehicle which conveys the thing communicated most ‘poetically’, but that it is also the sole linguistic vehicle which conveys the thing communicated accurately. In fact, if we are to speak exactly, the poem itself is the onlymedium that communicates the particular ‘what’ that is communicated…But the poet is most truthfully described as a poietes or maker, not as an expositor or communicator.
                                             Cleanth Brooks, The Well Wrought Urn


What counts here—first and last—is not so-called knowledge of so-called facts, but vision—seeing.
                                             Josef Albers, Interaction of Color



An astronomer looking through a 200-inch telescope exclaimed that it was going to rain. His assistant asked, ‘How can you tell?’ ‘Because my corns hurt.’   
— Marshall McLuhan & Quentin Fiore, The Medium Is The Massage


The medium is being. What is your message?


Seventh day of the Fifth month

The use of clay in molding pitchers
Comes from the hollow of its absence;
Doors, windows, in a house,
Are used for their emptiness;
Thus we are helped by what is not,
To use what is.
                           Lao Tzu


In visual perception a color is almost never seen as it really is—as it physically is. This fact makes color the most relative medium in art.
                                             Josef Albers, Interaction of Color


The thing of it is, we must live with the living.
                                             Michel de Montaigne


On the stoop and up on the roof.


Eighth day of the Fifth month

Human means must be sought as if there were no divine ones, and divine ones as if there were no human ones.


It is a great art knowing how to enjoy all that is good.
To live a lot and to enjoy life is to live twice: this is the fruit of peace.

Malevolent intention poisons all perfection; aided by knowledge, it harms with greater subtlety.
                  Baltasar Gracian, The Pocket Oracle and Art of Prudence


…thus with more safety you will undertake the matter, if you say to yourself, I now intend to bathe, and to maintain my will in a manner conformable to nature. And so you will do in every act: for thus if any hindrance to bathing shall happen, let this thought be ready; it was not this only that I intended, but I intended also to maintain my will in a way conformable to nature; but I shall not maintain it so, if I am vexed at what happens. 
                  Epictetus, Enchiridion


Homer nods at the strangest times. Settle your mind. Baby shampoo.


Ninth day of the Fifth month

Furthermore, the universe is without limit. For that which is limited has an outermost edge; the outermost edge will be seen against something else. As a result, the universe, having no outermost edge, has no limit; having no limit it would be boundless and unlimited. Also, the universe is boundless both in the number of the bodies and the magnitude of the void. If the void were limitless and the bodies limited, the bodies would not remain anywhere, but be borne and scattered into the limitless void, having nothing to support them and check them by colliding with them. But if the void were limited, there would not be enough room in it for a limitless number of bodies.
                                             Epicurus, Letter to Herodotus


From The Naming of Cats by T.S. Eliot:

But above and beyond there’s still one name left over,
And that is the name that you never will guess;
The name that no human research can discover—
But the cat himself knows, and will never confess.
When you notice a cat in profound meditation,
The reason, I tell you, is always the same:
His mind is engaged in a rapt contemplation
Of the thought, of the thought, of the thought of his name:
His ineffable effable
Effanineffable
Deep and inscrutable singular Name.


A rose. Arise.


Tenth day of the Fifth month

The impression of a face on the moon may be the result of a rearrangement of its parts or of something in between us and the moon, or of however many causes may be observed that are all consistent with the evidence of the senses. In respect to all the heavenly bodies, we must not abandon this mode of investigation, for if we dispute the evident facts, we will never be able to partake of genuine peace of mind.
                                             Epicurus, Letter to Pythocles


Jellicle Cats are black and white, 
Jellicle Cats are rather small;
Jellicle Cats are merry and bright,
And pleasant to hear when they caterwaul.
Jellicle Cats have cheerful faces,
Jellicle Cats have bright black eyes;
They like to practise their airs and graces
And wait for the Jellicle Moon to rise.
                                             T.S. Eliot, The Song of the Jellicles

The gods must be, as it were, disinfected of belief; the last taint of the sacrifice, and of the urgent practical interest, the selfish prayer, must be washed away from them, before that other divinity can come to light in the imagination. For poetry to spread its wings fully, there must be, besides the believed religion, a marvelous that knows itself as myth.
                                             C.S. Lewis, The Allegory of Love

Rhapsody of moonlight is moonlight.


Eleventh day of the Fifth month

Our father thou, 
And finder-out of truth, and thou to us 
Suppliest a father's precepts; and from out 
Those scriven leaves of thine, renowned soul 
(Like bees that sip of all in flowery wolds), 
We feed upon thy golden sayings all— 
Golden, and ever worthiest endless life. 
For soon as ever thy planning thought that sprang 
From god-like mind begins its loud proclaim 
Of nature's courses, terrors of the brain 
Asunder flee, the ramparts of the world 
Dispart away, and through the void entire 
I see the movements of the universe. 
                           Lucretius, On the Nature of Things


For as the botanist plucks one single flower from the endless abundance of the plant world and then analyses it so as to demonstrate to us the nature of the plant in general, so the poet selects a single scene, indeed sometimes no more than a single mood or sensation, from the endless confusion of ceaselessly active human life, in order to show us what the life and nature of man is.
                                             Arthur Schopenhauer, On Aesthetics

A finger pointing at the moon.


Twelfth day of the Fifth month

In the first broad outlines of the Greek system of gods one can glimpse an allegorical representation of the highest ontological and cosmological principles. Uranus is space, the first condition for all existence, thus the first begetter. Cronus is time…time annihilates all generative power…Zeus, who is rescued from the voraciousness of his father, is matter: it alone escapes the power of time, which destroys everything else: it persists. From matter, however, all other things proceed…
                                             Arthur Schopenhauer


In Italy, for thirty years under the Borgias they had warfare, terror, murder, bloodshed, but they produced Michelangelo, Leonardo da Vinci, and the Renaissance. In Switzerland they had brotherly love, they had 500 years of democracy and peace. And what did that produce? The cuckoo clock.
                  Harry Lime, The Third Man


The animal voice serves only to express excitement and agitation of the will; the human, however, serves also to express knowledge; this is consistent with the fact that the former almost always makes an unpleasant impression on us, the voices of a few birds alone excepted.
                                             Arthur Schopenhauer


Themost annoying sound in the world emitted by anti-hero hero Lloyd Christmas in Dumb and Dumber. We humans benefit from examples, especially examples worthy of imitation.


Thirteenth day of the Fifth month

In Eudoxia, which spreads both upward and down, with winding alleys, steps, dead ends, hovels, a carpet is preserved in which you can observe the city’s true form. At first sight nothing seems to resemble Eudoxia less than the design of that carpet, laid out in symmetrical motives whose patterns are repeated along straight and circular lines, interwoven with brilliantly colored spires, in a repetition that can be followed throughout the whole woof. But if you pause and examine it carefully, you become convinced that each place in the carpet corresponds to a place in the city and all the things contained in the city are included in the design, arranged according to their true relationship, which escapes your eye distracted by the bustle, the throngs, the shoving. All of Eudoxia’s confusion, the mules’ braying, the lampblack stains, the fish smell is what is evident in the incomplete perspective you grasp; but the carpet proves that there is a point from which the city shows its true proportions, the geometrical scheme implicit in its every, tiniest detail…But you could, similarly, come to the opposite conclusion: that the true map of the universe is the city of Eudoxia, just as it is, a stain that spreads out shapelessly, with crooked streets, houses that crumble one upon the other amid clouds of dust, fires, screams in the darkness.
                                                      Italo Calvino, Invisible Cities


From A Journal of the Plague Year by Daniel Defoe:

But there was still another madness beyond all this, which may serve to give an idea of the distracted humour of the poor people at that time…and this was in wearing charms, philtres, exorcisms, amulets, and I know not what preparations, to fortify the body with them against the plague…and that it was to be kept off with crossings, signs of the zodiac, papers tied up with so many knots, and certain words or figures written on them, as particularly the word Abracadabra, formed in triangle or pyramid, thus:
                           ABRACADABRA
                            ABRACADABR
                            ABRACADAB
                             ABRACADA
                              ABRACAD
                               ABRACA
                                ABRAC
                                 ABRA
                                  ABR
                                    AB
                                     A

Indeed, the poor people were to be pitied in one particular thing in which they had little or no relief…namely, that whereas death now began not, as we may say, to hover over every one’s head only, but to look into their houses and chambers and stare in their faces…Many consciences were awakened; many hard hearts melted into tears; many a penitent confession was made of crimes long concealed.


Invidia. The Evil Eye. In Roman times a fascinus or phallic symbol was used as protection against evil gazes. A penis literally puts an eye out—the symbol of fertility interchangeable with life itself. 

Disease and cure. Reflection. Living well.


Fourteenth day of the Fifth month

Although the Typification of Moral truths and Doctrines by Symbolical Images and Devices had its origin in remote antiquity, and subsequently became a favourite method of imparting counsel and instruction with the Greeks and Romans, it was not until the middle of the sixteenth century that it began to assume (first in Italy) the character of a distinct kind of literature. Towards the end of that century, the poetic genius of the erudite Andrea Alciati, of Milan, imparted so pleasing an impress to this new style of literature, as to direct thereto the attention of men of letters, with whom it soon became a favourite medium for the diffusion and popularization of moral maxims applicable to all the phases and circumstances of human life…In the seventeenth century, Printing, and its sister art Engraving, had attained in Holland to a higher grade of perfection than in any other country of Europe; and, favoured by circumstances so auxiliary to the artistic illustration of works in the then not inaptly termed Picture Language, the poetic genius of a Jacob Cats found, in the pencils of Jan and Adrian Van De Venne, and the burins of Matham, Pet de Jode, Verstralen, Van Bremden, and others, artistic exponents worthy of his muse…
                                                      John Leighton

Emblem books as they are known paired pictures with wise sayings so that a moral may be gleaned from viewing alone with the various captioned wisdom serving to enrich and to edify, much like earlier illustrated bestiaries that depicted both real and imagined animals together with a moral lesson.

Lady Anne Bacon Drury, patroness of John Donne, had a series of illustrated panels for the walls of her private closet, adjacent to her bedroom, for her personal meditation. In form the panels seem to be a hybrid of bestiary and emblem books, a combination of images and text in architecture—an architext. Only Lady Drury gathered the true spiritual meaning, the secret significance of the panels.


Every house worth considering as a work of art must have a grammar of its own…Everything has a related articulation in relation to the whole and all belong together; look well together because all together are speaking the same language…Thus, when you do adopt the ‘grammar’ of your house—it will be the way the house is to be ‘spoken’, ‘uttered’.
                                    Frank Lloyd Wright, The Natural House


Fifteenth day of the Fifth month

The documentary The Underwater Forest details the discovery of a 50,000 year old tidewater cypress forest found off the coast of Gulf Shores, Alabama. Due to Ice Age thawing, the forest was flooded but well preserved by mud pack which was stripped away by massive hurricane activity revealing the remains of stumps 30 feet in circumference that now host a reef-like ecosystem. In our own age of weather disasters and climate change, catastrophic sea-level rise may find beachfront condos in similar conditions unless something is done to curb carbon emissions.

When I built the Imperial Hotel in Tokyo, Japan…I was now faced with the problem of how to build a modern building earthquake-proof…The seismograph in Japan is never still. At night you have the feeling that the bed is going down under you and you are lost. You never get rid of that nice feeling.
                           Frank Lloyd Wright, The Natural House

There is a statue of Godzilla just down from the Imperial Hotel. Wright didn’t see that coming, but compared to Fukushima and Katrina, Godzilla is nothing.


Sixteenth day of the Fifth month

I suppose it is true that when we speak of organic architecture, we are speaking of something that is more Oriental than Western. The answer is: my work is, in that deeper philosophic sense, Oriental…The idea of organic architecture that the reality of the building lies in the space within to be lived in, the feeling that we must not enclose ourselves in an envelope which is the building…For a long time, I thought I had “discovered” it, only to find…a little book by Okakura Kakuzo, entitled The Book of Tea, sent to me by the ambassador from Japan to the United States. Reading it, I came across this sentence: ‘The reality of a room was to be found in the space enclosed by the roof and walls, not in the roof and walls themselves’.
                                    Frank Lloyd Wright, The Natural House


A CUP OF TEA | Short Zen Story

Organic is what we are—arising naturally out of the continuum of existence, connected to all life. 


Seventeenth day of the Fifth month

Searching For The Hermit In Vain

I asked the boy beneath the pines.
He said, ‘The master’s gone alone
Herb-picking somewhere on the mount,
Cloud-hidden, whereabouts unknown.’
                  —Chia Tao

Having disciplined mind and body to quiescence, I must discipline them also to activity. The senses must be used. For the ear, the most vital thing that can be listened to here is silence…Bird song, and the noises birds make that are not singing, and the small sounds of their movements, are for the ear to catch…Each of the senses is a way in to what the mountain has to give. The palate can taste the wild berries, blaeberry, ‘wild free-born cranberry’ and, most subtle and sweet of all, the avern or cloudberry, a name like a dream…So with the scents. All the aromatic and heady fragrances—pine and birch, bog myrtle, the spicy juniper, heather and the honey-sweet orchis, and the clean smell of wild thyme—mean nothing at all in words. They are there, to be smelled…The earthy smell of moss, and the soil itself, is best savoured by grubbing. Sometimes the rank smell of deer assails one’s nostril, and in the spring the sharp scent of fire…It is the eye that discovers the mystery of light, not only the moon and the stars and the vast splendours of the Aurora, but the endless changes the earth itself undergoes under changing lights. And that again, I perceive, is the mountain’s own doing, for its own atmosphere alters the light. Now scaur and gully take on a gloss, now they shimmer, now they are stark—like a painting without perspective, in which objects are depicted all on one plane and of the same size, they fill the canvas and there is neither foreground nor background. Now there are sky-blue curves on the water as it slides over stones, now an impenetrable tarry blackness, slightly silvered like tar. The naked birches, if I face the sun, look black, a shining black, fine carved ebony. But if the sun is behind me it penetrates a red cloud of twigs and picks out vividly the white trunks, as though the cloud of red were behind the trunks.
                                    Nan Shepherd, The Living Mountain


The mountain giveth, so too the stream.


Eighteenth day of the Fifth month

This journal is not a history. It is a chronicle, a record of days that can be read in any order. Meaning is where you find it.


From The Book Of Imaginary Beings by Jorge Luis Borges with Peter Sis:
And there is all: the Virgin with the Child; beside,
walks Joseph (some are giv’n the good fortune
to see his staff); then the gentle burro, white,
that trots through the landscape of the moon.
[Lugones, Lunario sentimental]

The Chinese, on the other hand, see in the moon a Hare. “Buddha,” we are told, “in one of his former lives, was fed with the flesh of a Hare which leapt into a fire for that purpose, and he rewarded the animal by sending it to the moon.” There, under an acacia tree, in a magic mortar, the Hare pounds the drugs that go into the elixir of life.


In Chinese, the character for mountain + the character for waters = landscape. Mountain dwelling Taoists foraged Lingzhi mushrooms and cinnabar for potions of immortality. Meaning is where you find it.


Nineteenth day of the Fifth month

Futurist, engineer, and thinker Buckminster Fuller expounded on pattern integrity, defining it by the example of throwing a stone from the beach into the ocean, where a typical outward swelling circle pattern is observed undisrupted despite the ebb and flow of the tide—the integrity of the pattern remains, the wave passes through.

Hawaiian surfers sought this same kind of synergy—mingling energy, passing through peacefully flowing with the waves.

Transfer these reflections to still greater things. We are all patterns. We are all surfing. We are mostly water. Keep it loose, keep it tight.


Twentieth day of the Fifth month

If indigenous people lose their land, it means the end of everything, especially our lives, starting with the culture…and we are saying to the government of Brasil we want to still live in our lands, we want to have our forest protected because forest means life, forest means our body, forest means our everything and we live because we have the forest.
                           Rainforest activist Nixiwaka Yawanawa


Well, destiny wanted it
Pues lo quiso el destino

But my heart
Pero mi corazón

I stay in front of the sea
Se quedo frente al mar

In my old San Juan
En mi viejo San Juan

Goodbye goodbye
Adiós adiós

Borinquen dear (land of my love)
Borinquen querida (tierra de mi amor)

Goodbye goodbye
Adios adios

My goddess of the sea (my queen of the palms)
Mi diosa del mar (mi reina del palmar)

I'm leaving, I'm leaving
Me voy ya me voy

But one day I will return
Pero un dia volveré

To find my love
A buscar mi querer

To dream again
A soñar otra vez

In my old San Juan
En mi viejo San Juan

—Javier Solis

Home in the forest and in front of the sea…connection and longing…the feeling is mutual.


Twenty-first day of the Fifth month

Peace is every step.
The shining red sun is my heart.
Each flower smiles with me.
How green, how fresh all that grows.
How cool the wind blows.
Peace is every step.
It turns the endless path to joy.
                  Thich Nhat Hanh


Turn into your skid.
                  Jimmie Wyatt

On the road, sometimes a little correction is needed. Keep going.


Twenty-second day of the Fifth month

I remember a number of years ago, when Jim and I were first traveling together in the United States, we sat under a tree and shared a tangerine…He popped a section of tangerine in his mouth and, before he had begun chewing it, had another slice ready to pop into his mouth again. He was hardly aware he was eating a tangerine. All I had to say was, “You ought to eat the tangerine section you’ve already taken”…It was as if he hadn’t been eating the tangerine at all…A tangerine has sections. If you can eat just one section, you can probably eat the tangerine. But if you can’t eat a single section, you cannot eat the tangerine. Jim understood.
                           Thich Nhat Hahn, The Miracle of Mindfulness


The seed and the fruit. Like the tangerine, we are stored light and mostly water. Mindfulness.


Twenty-third day of the Fifth month

On a Wednesday in June, the morning still in the pines, I awoke to the news that a newborn baby had been found in a plastic bag left in the woods along a stretch of quiet road in Georgia. Police body camera footage showed the crying baby being torn out of the plastic bag as if being born a second time. The baby was given the name India. 

I do not know the surrounding circumstances that led to such an act, but I now know that Georgia has a “safe-haven” law which allows for a baby to be dropped at designated medical facilities or public agencies within 30 days of birth without fear of prosecution. This is the kind of information that needs to be disseminated widely—women and teen girls need to know what options are available to them in the event of unplanned pregnancy. Lives depend on it. 


Twenty-fourth day of the Fifth month

The sunflower is the great child of the sun. So much so that it knows how to turn its enormous corolla toward the one who made it. It doesn’t matter if its father or mother. 
                                             Clarice Lispector, Agua Viva


Gesamtkunstwerk is the word for an integrated work of artistic design. In architecture it refers to both the exterior and the interior aspects of the building. A whole, a unity. Sunflower and sun.


Twenty-fifth day of the Fifth month

Between 1919 and 1920 a group of German architects clandestinely circulated an anonymous correspondence, the Glass Chain letters, wherein each contributor detailed plans of inspiring spaces, glass structures for a utopian society of the future. A dream of light, a community in harmony.

The words, the sentences, the letters themselves objects immutable and indeterminate, semblance and symbols recalling the dream.

And yet, even here, writing you, the physical fact of your body resists my moving it. Even in these sentences, I place my hands on your back and see how dark they are as they lie against the unchangeable white backdrop of your skin. Even now, I see the folds of your waist and hips as I knead out the tensions, the small bones along your spine, a row of ellipses no silence translates. Even after all these years, the contrast between our skin surprises me—the way a blank page does when my hand, gripping a pen, begins to move through its spatial field, trying to act upon its life without marring it. But by writing, I mar it. I change, embellish, and preserve you all at once.
                           Ocean Vuong, On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous


Twenty-sixth day of the Fifth month

There must be a kind of painting totally free of the dependence on the figure—or object—which, like music, illustrates nothing, tells no story, and launches no myth. Such painting would simply evoke the incommunicable kingdoms of the spirit, where dream becomes thought, where line becomes existence. 
                                          Michel Seuphor


The beauty of the haiku is in its brevity less like a poem more like the logic of a painting. A brushstroke, an image communicating beyond words existence.                 
                               Yellow roses
                                     On the fence
                                     One in your hair


Twenty-seventh day of the Fifth month

The full-moon aura of the body. Parambolic—whatever that word means. Parambolic as I am. I can’t sum myself up because you can’t add a chair and two apples. I am a chair and two apples. And I cannot be added up.
                                                         Clarice Lispector, Agua Viva


I did once sit in the chair of Roberto Bolano when visiting his families’ home in the seacoast town of Blanes in Northeast Spain. I immediately regretted it. I had taken four pictures of it. A simple chair that he superstitiously carried with him from one dwelling place to another. It was his writing chair. Did I think that sitting in it would make me a better writer?
                                                         Patti Smith, M Train


Is that what art is? To be touched thinking what we feel is ours when, in the end, it was someone else, in longing, who finds us?
                                            Ocean Vuong, On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous


A chair. A seat. A place to sit.


 Twenty-eighth day of the Fifth month

I’m thinking now of Duchamp, his infamous “sculpture.” How by turning a urinal, an object of stable and permanent utility, upside down, he radicalized its reception. By further naming it Fountain, he divested the object of its intended identity, rendering it with an unrecognizable new form.
I hate him for this.
I hate how he proved that the entire existence of a thing could be changed simply by flipping it over, revealing a new angle to its name, an act completed by nothing else but gravity, the very force that traps us on this earth.
                  Ocean Vuong, On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous

A sentence. A period. A life. Transcending the parataxis of gravity.

Every word is optional until it proves to be essential…
                  Verlyn Klinkenborg, Several short sentences about writing


Last day of the Fifth month

In South Korea greeting someone by asking ‘Did you eat?’ is just as common as saying hello. It is a way of showing concern for the well-being of another. It is a way of showing a willingness to feed a person who might be hungry, a willingness to help a person who might need help.

‘To feed’ is the most basic verb, the most fundamental, the most rooted. It expresses the primordial activity, the primary, basic function, the act ‘I’ engage in even before I am born or begin breathing…I posit two planes or segments, and at the same time I assume some ‘kinship’ (sungeneia) between them…Why must we plunge ourselves immediately into this alternative: to feed the body or (metaphorically) to feed the mind (feeling, spirit, aspiration)?
                                             Francois Jullien, Vital Nourishment 
First day of the Fourth month

The resource for the following chant is Zen Chants by Kazuaki Tanahashi.
I have taken lines from different chants and added one of my own.
Life and death are of grave importance—
impermanent and swift.
Wake up, all of you.
Do not waste your life.

May all be equally nourished!

The first spoonful is to end unwholesome actions.
The second spoonful is to cultivate wholesome actions.
The third is to awaken all beings.

Together may we realize the awakened way!
One healthy mindful people!


Second day of the Fourth month

5:26 am British Summer Time

Put the kettle on. No, scratch that, boil some water!

Prince Harry and Meghan Markle had a healthy baby boy,
weighing 7lbs 3oz, 7thin succession to the throne of England,
named Archie Harrison Mountbatten-Windsor.

The boy is the first grandchild for Meghan’s mother Doria Ragland.

CONGRATULATIONS!

Now put the kettle on.


Third day of the Fourth month

I photograph what I do not wish to paint and I paint what I cannot photograph.     —Man Ray


The only known photograph of Vincent Van Gogh was taken in 1872 when the artist was aged nineteen. 

Van Gogh painted over 30 self-portraits, notably Self-portrait with Bandaged Ear, Easel and Japanese Print (1889) after partially cutting off his own left ear.

Frida Kahlo was photographed frequently at events and even sat for acclaimed photographers Nickolas Muray, Imogen Cunningham, and Edward Weston. 

Nonetheless Frida painted 55 self-portraits, notably Self-Portrait with Cropped Hair (1940) after cutting off her own hair with a pair of scissors. 

Emotional confessions beyond the eye of the camera, candid expressions in indescribable color, a body of work, a body at work, to see and be seen.

Viva La Vida. Long Live Life.    —Frida Kahlo


Fourth day of the Fourth month

I long to have such a memorial of every being dear to me in the world. It is not merely the likeness which is precious in such cases—but the association and the sense of nearness involved in the thing…the fact of the very shadow of the personlying there fixed forever! It is the very satisfaction of portraits I think—and it is not at all monstrous in me to say, what my brothers cry out against so vehemently, that I would rather have such a memorial of one I dearly loved, than the noblest artist’s work ever produced.  
                                    Elizabeth Barrett (in a letter, 1843)

The Fitzwilliam Museum in Cambridge houses an impressive collection of British portrait miniatures including one of poet John Keats painted by his friend and devoted caregiver Joseph Severn. Most portrait miniatures are oval (approx. 3” x 2½” framed) and painted on ivory, enamel, or vellum—for the Keats’ miniature Severn used watercolor on ivory but chose a slightly larger rectangular frame (4¼” x 3¼”) which also holds a lock of the poet’s hair. 
“This miniature was painted as a token of the poet’s love to be given to Fanny Brawne and was exhibited at the Royal Academy in 1819,” according to a Fitzwilliam Museum handbook.

Sometimes even poets prefer images to words…a matter of expedience.


Fifth day of the Fourth month

Excerpted from The Dodo:

IN THE WILD 
Nice Whale Returns Phone Woman Accidentally Dropped Into Sea
"We almost didn't believe what we saw."

The other day, while out and about in Hammerfest, Ina Mansika and her friends decided to head down to the waterfront to see if they could spot the alleged former spy [Beluga whale supposedly trained by the Russian navy]. It was then that something pretty amazing happened. 

Not only was the beluga whale there to greet them — he came to the rescue when Mansika had a mishap. 

"We laid down on the dock to look at it and hopefully get the chance to pat it," Mansika told The Dodo. "I had forgotten to close my jacket pocket and my phone fell in the ocean. We assumed it would be gone forever, until the whale dove back down and came back a few moments later with my phone in its mouth!"


Beluga whales are beautiful, intelligent creatures. Indeed, nature itself is beautiful and in need of our deep appreciation. It is time to have a sincere conversation about reversing climate change. Nature is calling. 

If we live like children of God and we let ourselves be guided by the Holy Spirit, we do good to all creation as well. 
                                                               Pope Francis


Sixth day of the Fourth month

Modern ergonomic toilets perform a myriad of functions. Nowadays, designers seek utilitarian solutions for the least significant utensil and minutest implement. We seek comfort in a 1,000,001 things like neck pillows. Yet a little prayer, a little gratitude is more comforting and can easily fit into your carry on luggage. 


 Seventh day of the Fourth month

thepadproject.org brings a machine and a simple manufacturing process for feminine sanitary napkins to rural villages in developing countries where awareness of and access to such hygiene articles is unknown due to negative attitudes about menstruation unquestioned in traditional patriarchal society. During their periods, girls and women are thought to be unclean which prevents them from going to school and interacting in their communities—confining them to home mostly because they don’t have the products they need to manage their own health. Education about the use of ‘pads’ and changing attitudes about menstruation is the goal so that girls and women can lead uninterrupted lives. It’s a cottage industry where the ladies earn wages at manufacturing the pads which in turn they sell (and use) so the model is sustainable, liberating women from their homes, giving them back their self-esteem, and providing economic independence for the first time to women who traditionally do not hold jobs—all for about 30 rupees or 43 cents a box…the product is called Fly. The slogan ‘Rise and Fly’. 43 cents = a box of pads = freedom: Money is truly arbitrary. The value of freedom for girls and women to make their own way is well beyond any measure. What we assign meaning to and what we value should be the same things. thepadproject.org found a way to manage more better, putting the heal in health.


 Eighth day of the Fourth month

Whenever there is violence against innocent populations, whether in war zones, border areas, or in our own backyards, children suffer the most. Children are the innocent of the innocent, most vulnerable to abuse, victims in their own homes and at school, victims of bullying and increasingly alarming school shootings. Children hurt, children lost, grieving parents, students who will never graduate. Breaking violence starts with kindness, patience, and goodness.

Where I live in Chattanooga, even though teacher salaries are not what they should be, and staff of school counselors and social workers are well below the national standard, 3200 students will graduate from Hamilton County Public Schools this year—this month 3200 children walk forward to collect a diploma. Breaking violence ends with education and hope. Humans walking forward with kindness, patience, and goodness. Hope!


 Ninth day of the Fourth month

Educators are sworn to the tremendous task of telling people about each other.  
                  —Orson Welles

On his BBC show called Orson Welles’ Sketch Book, Orson spoke out about the beating of U.S. Army Sergeant Isaac Woodard, a black soldier, at the hands of South Carolina police.

February 12, 1946
Sergeant Woodard had that day been discharged from service at Camp Gordon in Augusta, Georgia and caught a Greyhound bus home to his family in North Carolina. At a rest stop outside Augusta, Woodard asked to use the bathroom. Grudgingly, the driver conceded. Back in his seat, the bus got underway and shortly stopped again near Aiken, South Carolina just over the Georgia line from Augusta where Woodard was removed from the bus by South Carolina police who after scrutinizing his discharge papers beat him senseless with nightsticks. Woodard woke the next morning in a cell still in uniform—he was blind. And no one was talking.

On air, Orson addressed the assailants as Officer X: Officer X brought the justice of Dachau and Auschwitz to America. I’m talking to you Officer X. Where stands the sun of common fellowship, when will it rise in your dark country? I must know Officer X because I must know where the rest of us are going in our American experiment. We will blast out your name Officer X. 

The story galvanized the civil rights movement and led directly to the desegregation of the armed forces and federal government by executive order on June 26, 1948. The practice of segregation would not be outlawed in schools, public accommodations, and the workplace until the passage of the Civil Rights Act of 1964 which also ended discrimination based on race, color, religion, sex, or national origin.

Tell the story…Tell their stories…The story is your own: In the telling we redeem ourselves. We are one race, one people. 


Tenth day of the Fourth month

Pollution threatens by land, by sea, by air, endangering our very existence.

Combustion of fossil fuels floods the atmosphere with greenhouse gases.

Garbage and plastics glut landfills and oceans.

Contaminants seep into groundwater, aquifers, and fresh surface water.

Clean air and clean water are precious resources necessary to life.

The Safe Drinking Water Act grants the Environmental Protection Agency direct federal oversight of all states, localities, and water suppliers implementing regulatory standards. The standards for clean drinking water concern limiting six hazardous categories:
1.  Microorganisms: harmful pathogens
2.  Disinfectants: chlorine compounds added to rehabilitate water
3.  Disinfection byproducts
4.  Inorganic chemicals: harmful trace amounts of metals like lead and mercury
5.  Organic chemicals: harmful carbon compounds and pesticides
6.  Radionuclides: harmful nuclear waste

Public health and welfare depend on strict adherence to these standards to prevent neurological disorders and reproductive problems. Widespread lead poisoning in Flint, Michigan is an example of spectacular governmental failure in which inequity played no small part. Regardless of status, safe drinking water is imperative to human life—the quality of peoples’ lives depends on access to water of quality, not just in America but in every community across the globe. 

Taste, color, and odor are only considered secondary or aesthetic standards for drinking water quality. This means that while the water is technically potable, it isn’t always appealing—you can drink it if you have to is not good enough. Water should be cleansing and refreshing. Air too.

Purity is a worthy goal—transparency and wellness.


Eleventh day of the Fourth month

This Poem [below] is not finished. Add your own verse.

This Poem 

This poem
is an antenna

This poem
is a divining rod

This poem
is a totem

This poem
is a pointing finger

This poem
is a gift
of tears and of joy

 This poem
is the world

This poem
is hope

This poem
is prayer

This poem
is yours
swelling with love

This poem
is a heart light and full


Twelfth day of the Fourth month

The more we get together,
Together, together,
The more we get together
The happier we'll be

'Cause your friends are my friends
And my friends are your friends,
The more we get together
The happier we'll be

                                    British folk lyric, The More We Get Together


Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily,

Let’s all walk each other home.
                  
                                    Ram Dass


Thirteenth day of the Fourth month

Cubomania, developed by Gherasim Luca, is a surrealist technique of cutting an image up into squares then rearranging the squares to form a new image—a change in continuity, like information parsed in the Yellow Pages, one index referencing another somewhere else, like folding and re-folding a road map, a distortion of visual legibility transforming the familiar into a strange journey. Imagine cubes of white space repositioned within repositioned cubes of white space—what you see all depends on where you want to go.

From cause to effect is the sequence of our ideas. But I think that if at some time we should obtain an altogether different and broader sequence of ideas, we may discover that there are various other alternatives.
                                                               Richard Jeffries


Fourteenth day of the Fourth month

Hitoshi:

I’ll never be able to be here again. As the minutes slide by, I move on. The flow of time is something I cannot stop. I haven’t a choice. I go.

One caravan has stopped, another starts up. There are people I have yet to meet, others I’ll never see again. People who are gone before you know it, people who are just passing through. Even as we exchange hellos, they seem to grow transparent. I must keep living with the flowing river before my eyes.

I earnestly pray that a trace of my girl-child self will always be with you.

For waving good-bye, I thank you.

                           —from Moonlight Shadow by Banana Yoshimoto


The story of weaver maid (Vega) and cowherd (Altair) is the very definition of star-crossed lovers. Thwarted by the celestial river of the silver Milky Way, the couple can meet only briefly one night a year when magpies form a bridge across the galaxy—Tanabata.

Separated by a single surging stream / they look but cannot speak
                                             —No. 10 of the Nineteen Old Poems


Fifteenth day of the Fourth month

From theArtist’s Way by Julia Cameron:

BASIC PRINCIPLES

1.  Creativity is the natural order of life. Life is energy: pure creative energy.
2.  There is an underlying, in-dwelling creative force infusing all of life—including ourselves.
3.  When we open ourselves to our creativity, we open ourselves to the creator’s creativity within us and our lives.
4.  We are, ourselves, creations. And we, in turn, are meant to continue creativity by being creative ourselves.
5.  Creativity is God’s gift to us. Using our creativity is our gift back to God.
6.  The refusal to be creative is self-will and is counter to our true nature.
7.  When we open ourselves to exploring our creativity, we open ourselves to God: good orderly direction.
8.  As we open our creative channel to the creator, many gentle but powerful changes are to be expected.
9.  It is safe to open ourselves up to greater and greater creativity.
   10. Our creative dreams and yearnings come from a divine source. As 
         we move toward our dreams, we move toward our divinity.


This mind creates the buddha. This mind is the buddha. The sea of omniscience of the buddhas springs from the thoughts of the mind.
                                    —Contemplation of Amitabha Sutra


Sixteenth day of the Fourth month

I was alone…I walked to the top of a sand-hill and looked round the horizon like a captain on his bridge. This sea of sand bowled me over. Unquestionably it was filled with mystery and with danger. The silence that reigned over it was not the silence of emptiness but of plotting, of imminent enterprise. I sat still and stared into space. The end of the day was near. Something half revealed yet wholly unknown had bewitched me. The love of the Sahara, like love itself, is born of a face perceived and never really seen. Ever after this first sight of your new love, an indefinable bond is established between you and the veneer of gold on the sand in the late sun.
                                 Antoine de Saint-Exupery, Wind, Sand and Stars


A perception of love. Sudden insight, kensho in Zen tradition.

Gold on the sand. Gradual deepening. Meditation, koan study, or even exercise like elementary Shaolin kung fu, movements to strengthen tendons and sinews derived from observing the Arhat statues in the temple—some claim the methods were first revealed by Bodhidharma.

Acknowledge and practice.


Seventeenth day of the Fourth month

What is this energy which we all have? This energy is thinking, feeling; it is interest, enthusiasm, greed, passion, lust, ambition, hate. Painting pictures, inventing machines, building bridges, making roads, cultivating the fields, playing games, writing poems, singing, dancing, going to the temple, worshipping—these are all expressions of energy…What is energy for? Is it the purpose of energy to make war? Is it to invent jet planes and innumerable other machines, to pursue some guru, to pass examinations, to have children, to worry endlessly over this problem and that? Or can energy be used in a different way so that all our activities have significance in relation to something which transcends them all?
                                                      Krishnamurti, Think On These Things


We are struggling after something, and we have never paused to inquire if the thing we are after is worth struggling for.
                                                      Krishnamurti, Think On These Things

As a river creates the banks which hold it, so the energy which seeks truth creates its own discipline without any form of imposition; and as the river finds the sea, so that energy finds its own freedom.
                                                      Krishnamurti, Think On These Things

Breath and light, goodwill and peace!


Eighteenth day of the Fourth month

Unrequited…love. 

Petrarch’s career 366 poems to Laura. Many composed after her death.
One can imagine Petrarch in retirement in Padua sitting quietly in the Cappella degli Scrovegni contemplating the murals of Giotto, masterpieces all and a starry vault.

And the poets studied rows of verse,
And all the ladies they rolled their eyes
                           —Lou Reed, “Sweet Jane”

Listen carefully. You want to be loved because you do not love; but the moment you love, it is finished, you are no longer inquiring whether or not somebody loves you. 
                                    Krishnamurti, Think On These Things

Each time the sky burns, each time cold winds blow,
at every rising, every setting sun,
let him chase you, as a dog will chase a doe.
My love, locked in my heart, is seen by none.
I only boast a hidden flame and know
no glory but in secret faith alone.
                           —Torquato Tasso, Love Poems for Lucrezia & Laura

And men go about admiring the high mountains and the mighty waves of the sea and the wide sweep of rivers and the sound of the ocean and the movement of the stars, but they themselves they abandon.
                                    —St. Augustine, Confessions
Listen carefully.


Nineteenth day of the Fourth month

It is the person you most want to hear from who never bothers to write. The complacency, if it’s that, or the indifference, of such individuals is exasperating; it can drive one frantic sometimes. This sense of frustration can and does persist until the day one makes the discovery that he is notalone, notcut off, and that it is notimportant to receive an answer. Until the realization dawns that all that matters is to give, and to give without thought of return.
                  Henry Miller, Big Sur and the Oranges of Hieronymus Bosch

What Miller suggests violates the implicit rule of correspondence, a dialogue conducted over a distance. Since this approach will not work for face-to-face conversation, H.P. Grice attempts to formulate a reciprocity rule: 

Cooperative Principle: "Make your contribution such as it is required, at the stage at which it occurs, by the accepted purpose or direction of the talk exchange in which you are engaged." 

Unlike a letter, conversation demands a response so cooperation is essential and the following maxims support the notion.

1. Maxim of Quantity: Information
  • Make your contribution as informative as is required for the current purposes of the exchange.
  • Do not make your contribution more informative than is required.
2. Maxim of Quality: Truth
  • Do not say what you believe to be false.
  • Do not say that for which you lack adequate evidence.
3. Maxim of Relation: Relevance
  • Be relevant.
4. Maxim of Manner: Clarity 
  • Avoid obscurity of expression.
  • Avoid ambiguity.
  • Be brief (avoid unnecessary prolixity).
  • Be orderly. 

It is in fact possible however to respond and also to violate Grice’s rules for conversation—to humorous effect.
Violation of quantity maxim    Man: Sugar?
Woman:  Yes?
Man:  Say when.
Woman:  What?
Man:  Say when.
Woman:  Now?
Man:  Say when.
Woman:  Stop it.
Man:  Sugar?
Woman:  Thank you.
Violation of quality maxim                    I savor the tannins in tea.
                                                           It’s so good for the skin.
Violation of relation maxim                   I got married in a veil.
         Man:  A thick fog.
Violation of manner maxim     Woman: I'm not domesticated.
Violation of all 4 maxims                 Man:  Eyes like eggshells.
         Woman:  Ain't you sweet.

Give and take. That’s talking. Holding your own. That’s talking. 
Words can be hurtful and a lack of words in the case of a letter.
Give and receive. Understanding.


Art is a healing process…To make living itself an art, that is the goal.
                  Henry Miller, Big Sur and the Oranges of Hieronymus Bosch


Twentieth day of the Fourth month

In the summer of 1914 an Austrian archduke was killed at Serajevo, under, it was said, Servian auspices. Austria’s honour, since she was a bigger country than Servia, demanded that she should seek what is called satisfaction. Servia agreed to make certain of the obeisances and motions of humility suggested to her, but rejected certain others. Complete satisfaction being necessary to the honour of Austria, no course was left to her but the forcing of these other obeisances upon the smaller country. The force applied led directly to the killing of ten million men who were not archdukes, and, directly or indirectly, to the deaths of uncounted thousands of women and children. Even so, however, the object remained unachieved. The further obeisances were not made, and four years later Austria was still incompletely satisfied

That is the story, told as concisely as possible, of The Great War…By this I mean that I think war wrong: as I think cruelty to children wrong: as I think slavery and the burning of heretics wrong: as I think the exploitation of the poor wrong, and the corruption of the innocent. I think war wrong. I also think it silly.
A.  A. Milne, Peace with Honour


Aristophanes thought war wrong, and he used Lysistrata and the women of Greece to make it silly. Tired of the lengthy Peloponnesian War, Lysistrata rallied the women of Greece to her cause of bringing the war to an end by withholding sex from their menfolk—with a solemn oath, the matter was resolved. Resolve was the matter. That’s right the women are smarter. Peace talks between the warring parties soon followed and reconciliation was reached. The play ends in singing and dancing.

I say, it's the women today, smarter than the men in every way.
                                    —Grateful Dead, Man Smart (Woman Smarter)

Don’t make war, make love. 


Twenty-first day of the Fourth month

But what does that mean, to just live? To live without creating, to live only in the imagination…is that living?...If you have the vision and the urge to undertake great tasks, then you will discover in yourself the virtues and the capabilities required for their accomplishments. When everything fails, pray! Perhaps only when you have come to the end of your resources will the light dawn. It is only when we admit our limitations that we find there are no limitations.
                  Henry Miller, Big Sur and the Oranges of Hieronymus Bosch

What is the sound of one hand clapping?   —Hakuin 
                                     
Moving the hand, moving the mind, moving the hand, moving the mind…


Twenty-second day of the Fourth month

Most Burmese are familiar with the four a-gati, the four kinds of corruption. Chanda-gati, corruption induced by desire, is deviation from the right path in pursuit of bribes or for the sake of those one loves. Dosa-gatiis taking the wrong path to spite those against whom one bears ill will, and moha-gatiis aberration due to ignorance. But perhaps the worst of the four is bhaya-gati, for not only does bhaya, fear, stifle and slowly destroy all sense of right and wrong, it so often lies at the root of the other three kinds of corruption…Without a revolution of the spirit, the forces which produced the iniquities of the old order would continue to be operative, posing a constant threat to the process of reform and regeneration. It is not enough merely to call for freedom, democracy and human rights. There has to be a united determination to persevere in the struggle, to make sacrifices in the name of enduring truths, to resist the corrupting influences of desire, ill will, ignorance and fear…Fearlessness may be a gift but perhaps more precious is the courage acquired through endeavor, courage that comes from cultivating the habit of refusing to let fear dictate one’s actions…It is his capacity for self-improvement and self-redemption which most distinguishes man from the mere brute. At the root of human responsibility is the concept of perfection, the urge to achieve it, the intelligence to find a path towards it, and the will to follow that path if not to the end at least the distance needed to rise above individual limitations and environmental impediments. It is man’s vision of a world fit for rational, civilized humanity which leads him to dare and to suffer to build societies free from want and fear.
                                             Aung San Suu Kyi, Freedom From Fear


Twenty-third day of the Fourth month

Buddhism, the foundation of traditional Burmese culture, places the greatest value on man, who alone of all beings can achieve the supreme state of Buddhahood. Each man has in him the potential to realize the truth through his own will and endeavor and to help others to realize it.
                                             Aung San Suu Kyi, Freedom From Fear

It [Thingyan: water festival preceding New Year in Burma] is a time for taking stock of the past year and using the last few days before the new year comes in to balance our ‘merit book’. Some people spend the period of the water festival in meditating, worshipping at pagodas, observing the eight precepts*, releasing caged birds and fishes and performing other meritorious deeds…It is especially important not to get angry during Thingyan or to make others angry.
Aung San Suu Kyi, Letters From Burma

*To undertake the Eight Precepts is to abstain from taking life, taking what is not given, wrong conduct in sexual desires, telling lies, drinking alcohol, taking solid food after midday, dressing in any colour but plain white, and sleeping in high or big beds.


He [Dogen] went deep into the mountains in the region of Shihi, where he cleared away thorn bushes, built a thatched-roof hall, hauling dirt and stones, and upheld the ancestral way. This is the present-day Eihei Monastery…At the Eihei Monastery, a dragon god came and asked to receive the eight pure precepts and have them chanted in dedication to him daily. So, Dogen wrote the eight pure precepts and chanted them to the dragon god every day. This is still practiced at the Eihei Monastery without fail.
     Kazuaki TanahashiTreasury of the True Dharma Eye

Clear the way.


Twenty-fourth day of the Fourth month

The calmer we become, the more clearly we see how terrible we are.
                                                      Kodo Sawaki


Only when we seek the truth of our selves and create our own spiritual life can we give birth to the potential that can point the way for our time.
                                                      Kosho Uchiyama


If you wish to make repentance,
Sit upright and be mindful of the true reality.
All misdemeanors are like frost and dew,
The sun of wisdom enables them to melt away.
—Sutra of Meditation on the Practice of Samantabhadra Bodhisattva


Clear the way.


Twenty-fifth day of the Fourth month

The thabyeis in fruit, the waters are in flood,
Today the toddy nuts are falling, the rain is unceasing;
Oh, Ko Datha, I long to go back to mother;
Show me the way…

This is based on the Buddhist story of Padasari, the daughter of rich parents who ran away to a far place with one of her house slaves. After bearing two sons, she was filled with such longing to see her parents that she asked her husband to take her back home. On the journey, she lost her husband and both children in a series of tragic incidents. She managed to continue on to the land where her parents lived only to discover that her whole family—father, mother, and brother—had died and had just been cremated. The unfortunate young woman lost her mind and wandered around in a state of mad grief until the Lord Buddha taught her how to achieve peace of mind. Padasari is seen as the epitome of the consuming fire of extreme grief. But her tale is essentially one of supreme joy: the joy of victory over the self.
                                    Aung San Suu Kyi, Letters From Burma


Bright before me the signs implore me:
Help the needy and show them the way.
Human kindness is overflowing,
And I think it's gonna rain today.
                           Randy Newman, I Think It's Going to Rain Today


A simple universal prayer: God have mercy. Lord Buddha have mercy.  
  Kanzeon have mercy. God have mercy &c.


Shoo Fly Pie and Apple Pan Dowdy
Makes your eyes light up…

I never get enough of that wonderful stuff.
Shoo Fly Pie and Apple Pan dowdy makes the sun come out
When Heavens are cloudy,
Shoo Fly Pie and Apple Pan Dowdy
                           Gallop and Wood, Shoo Fly Pie And Apple Pan Dowdy


Twenty-sixth day of the Fourth month

Innate Reality

Flowers in spring
cuckoos in summer
moon in autumn
snow in winter
serene and cool

                  —Dogen


Simple words to describe the essence of the seasons. Something close, intimate—the beauty of plainness, things as they are. This is the way of ordinary mind. Seeing things as they are.


Twenty-seventh day of the Fourth month

What on earth is this self? I can’t help but feel this is the self that is connected with the universe. In spring, buds emerge; in autumn, leaves fall. All these things including our selfare the expression of nature’s great life force.     —Kosho Uchiyama

It’s pointless for human beings merely to live a life that lasts seventy or eighty years.     —Kodo Sawaki’s last teaching


In the forest there’s a grove of sal trees, and among them one that was alive before the rest. For a hundred years the owner of the grove has watered and protected it. But now aged and sere, its leaves have fallen, and its bark has peeled, revealing what is truly real. So it is with the Tathagata.
                        From the Nirvana Sutra


Life is an offering to the ten directions.


Twenty-eighth day of the Fourth month

Now although we are within the dream of life and death, if we repeatedly contemplate the principle that selfand objectsare only the productions of our minds, like a dream, we are close to the morning of awakening.
                                                               Dogen

We know that the reality is thus because our bodies and minds appear within the entire world, and yet they are not our selves. Even the body is not our personal possession; our life is moving through the passage of time, and we cannot stop it even for an instant. Where have our rosy cheeks gone? Even if we wish to find them, there is no trace…The sincere red heart does not stay either—bit by bit, it is coming and going.
                                                               Dogen

The morning is always right.


Twenty-ninth day of the Fourth month

Man is but a reed, the most feeble thing in nature; but he is a thinking reed…All our dignity consists, then, in thought. By it we must elevate ourselves, and not by space and time which we cannot fill. Let us endeavor, then, to think well; this is the principle of morality.
                                                               Pascal, Pensees

Mountains sit. Rivers flow. Shikan: just doing.

If working, work. If playing, play. If resting, rest.

Mountains. Rivers. You.


Last day of the Fourth month

I am the smallest of creatures and I recognize my worthlessness, but I also know how hearts that are generous and noble love to do good.

Love proves itself by deeds, so how am I to show my love? Great deeds are forbidden me. The only way I can prove my love is by scattering flowers and these flowers are every little sacrifice, every glance and word, and the doing of the least actions for love.

                                    St. Therese of Lisieux the “Little Flower”


What is zazen good for? Nothing! We should be made to hear this good-for-nothingness so often that we get calluses on our ears and practice good-for-nothing zazen without any expectation. Otherwise, our practice really is good for nothing.
                                             Kodo Sawaki


You never know.